i didn't sign up for melanoma!! so my shoulders are burned and my nose is peeling, and i am tired. the sun can give energy and it can take it away. i should have known, but didn't quite grasp the fact that being in p.e. we would go outside - all day! for the kids it is great and even for me it is good. the noise level is down, and the kids have more space to spread out, but i have to be out there for every period all day. my skin was giving no warning.
the first day i had no sun block, and the damage was done. there is a very distinct line on my upper arm between the skin that got sun and the skin that did not. the farmer tan is here. now this nothing against farmers. i love their food! this is against awkward tan lines that will limit my wardrobe. i know it is vain, but i hate it. so, the next time we went out i decided to bring the sunscreen and to push my t-shirt over my shoulders. however, i didn't quite get my shoulders good enough, and viola, lobster shoulder!!
as for the tired, it is draining be outside all day and running around. friday afternoon around 1:30 a wave of exhaustion washed over me. i almost could not move and just wanted to lie down and sleep for a few weeks. overall my energy levels have picked up and i am doing much better with my schedule, but friday was a hard one.
it is now saturday and i feel like doing absolutely nothing, but playing with my son and relaxing. so that is what i am going to do right now!!!!